London. 26.02
I sat under the blazing sun today. It is still cold but gloriously sunny. England in sunny days is the best England I'll ever recall or remember.
The sky is almost too blue. The breeze just lace through the trees, whispering just enough. And the peacefulness under that warm sun chasing by the patches of clouds...
Everyday is hard to get up, to keep going. But day like today, I feel renew which is not often. There are days I feel like being under water, so much muffle sounds, so much loneliness because of everything that can happen and is happening around me. I thought I had gotten better. Yet when life doesnt give you much to go on, I always turn back into that little island.
I've wasting away these days, reading many books that dont make much sense but as an escape route.
There are days I wish I can do more. Yet overall, I'm still standing very still, in the same spot, with no will to carry myself.
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