About Me in.... (1)

WRITING


People kept saying I can write a lot. Well, to me, it's kinda very daily, a lot of nonsense stuffs, yes but still, I write it down instead of keep them in mind, guess that's the different between me and some others.


People has all different ways to express themselves. I found writing is my way to express whatever I feels at a certain time, certain enviroment, certain surroundings, certain moments, towards certain people, certain situations...

Any of us must have a diary at some point - in the past, at the moment or maybe even later on, you'll never know. The diary can be a private thing or a blog - a website that you find yourself comfortable with to write down whatever comes in mind. People loves different things hence they write about different interests.

I love reading and in a big big way, I learnt from books, novels, finctions, newspaper, magazines a lot lot more. I take notice in tiny little things that comes across in anything I read. As in when I read a book about health care, I dont remember much about how it can happen at the first place, or how to notice it but I rather read about what make your bones stronger, what vitamins good for you, why eating 6 meals a day can help your diet and even lose weight at some points, what to eat and what to avoid. And funny enough, properly noone believe that I dont actually gain weight since I came 6 years ago, but more or less, I lost a few then gain back, always around 50-53kg. It's not that I follow any sections but I try to flexible everything I read to suit with how I am, how life changes around me, how people acts and reacts...



From all that noticing, I like to write it down in my way, to memorize them. When I write, I remember more, it's like you paint a picture by words. My literature marks never been high in class but well, who cares really ? I like to be free, to write what I want, to express things the way I feels comfortable with, what more can I do other than write it down in my own blog. Writing in a diary and read back myself ? Nah, it's just not me anymore, I need opinions, I need people read and give their pieces of thought in my piece as well. Noone is perfect, life is like a road never end, you learn and learn day by day, from others, from things around you.


With writing, I also can keep a track of time and whatever happened in my life, when I'm down and when I'm happy. I do write a lot more when I'm not as happy but now, I'm trying to write when I'm happy. Happy moments are so precious that most of the time, you forgot to keep it in the pages, in the words, you always find music, movies to express it easier. But I'm trying my best to keep things in here, over somewhere.

From time to time, I read back and realised how much I have grown, how many years, how things has changed, how my point of view and knowledge has developed, better and better. It's like a sense that never stop absorbing.

Sometimes checking back the old old post in some forums I posted, I found myself sounded so childish at that time. Realised at the same time, when you grown up, interacting with so many realities, you gets more experiences and lost the naive in the young-you so quick, life makes you stronger yet weaker after a lot of wrong and right steps you make.


Writing still the best way I find myself expressing everything, from life to love, from being alive to the feeling of numb or even the death.


Will write more these days, as if tomorrow never comes :)